Thorpe park on thursday… woop!
What the fuck is my life coming to? shit…
Saturday 5th May, 2012
Today I went to work early and lefts at half past 2 to get ready for Katies 21st Birthday Party.
When we arrived I was nervous because Hazel had never met Elliot before. They were very nice to him though and all was fine. Everyone started to arrive around 8pm and the cocktails were lovely. We had a really nice evening and at about 10 ish me and elliot were rather tired. But we managed to keep going till midnight and then decided to go off to bed. Thankfully unnoticed.
In the morning we woke up around 10 o’clock and when we went downstairs we were greeted with a lovely cooked breakfast. After that we chilled and chatted with everyone and we left just after 12.
Me and Elliot took a de-tour through a small town that one of his family members lived in to show me it as apparently its haunted.
Saturday 28th April 2012
Turns out yesterday Elliot was cleaning up his brothers room. Not dead.
He obviously knew I was a little upset at the fact I had not been texted all day and when he finally arrived home he had flowers, chocolate and coca cola. My 3 favorite things (apart from him). And as my mother taught me Men don’t just buy you flowers cause you ask, they buy them because they know they’ve done something wrong. Even if they don’t know what it is.
And granted, it did avoid a horrible conversation. So I just put it behind me as I always do, and I will leave it to simmer and build up again, as I always do.
We did However have a lovely evening together catching up on our trashy tv e.t.c.
This morning after Elliot had left I got up and showered for work. Cycled in and it felt like I hadn’t been there in months, years even. But I got back into the rhythm quickly. At the end of the day me and my supervisor Matt were having a really good chat and laugh about our lives. He’s a funny guy and its nice to actually have a friend now.
After work I met up with my Dad at costa we had a little chat and then got us something for dinner. Then rushed home for ‘The Voice’.
Then I got a call from Elliot asking if it was OK for him to stay at work as one of the night staff had called in sick so he basically had to sleep in a room over night and he’d get £100 for it. Quick money. So he’ll be back in the morning to shower and then off we go again!
Friday 27th April 2012
I’ve just got back from Doncaster. Me and Katie went to visit our nan. It was nice but my nan does rub me up the wrong way sometimes.
Elliot couldnt’t be more of an idiot. Is it really that much to ask for a morning text to say “hello?” well you’d be lucky to get anything out of him. I’m always texting him always checking he’s ok, always me. I’m never the looked after always the look afterer, if that makes any sense.
I’m really considering leaving. Don’t know if i’d be happier but I know eventually I wouldn’t feel down in the dumps all the time.
He’s not picking up his phone and he didn’t answer my texts earlier so i look like a desperate, possessive girlfriend and he’s just a absolute idiot for not answering. All I wanted to do was hear his voice and make sure he’s ok. He doesn’t get that… I want to just turn off my phone and not care but the thing is i do care, way too much.
Saturday 21st April, 2012
Today Elliot and I woke up about 8 o’clock and went to wellsbourne market. Not a massive fan of markets only because I hate people shouting at me to buy stuff, but it was actually rather good. I could go there and come away with loads of shit that I could so use.
After that we went to tewkesbury to a Saab convention which we thought woluld be like a massive car show, but it was just a few cars in a car park. I wasn’t supposed to be going with Elliot but we were already out and he asked me to go so I did. I fell asleep on the way as I barely slept the night before.
We didn’t stay long as it was just a couple of lads there and Elliots friend was busy and couldn’t go so we decided to go to Cheltenham. When we got there we looked around the town and ended up going to the cinema. Even though we had gone to the cinema the night before to see ‘Cabin in the woods’ (it wasn’t very good) I originally wanted to see ‘Gone’ so we went to see that and it was actually really good.
After the cinema we traveled home and had a relaxing evening together.