Thursday April 19th 2012
To be honest I don’t know what I’ve been doing for the past week. Monday evening was goo me and Elliot save money by not going to the cinema and going to the gym instead. We played Squash for about 2 hours then went swimming/sauna/steam for another 2 hours then went home and had a bath together. It was a lovely evening.
Today has been pretty good too, we woke up and we started to neaten up Elliot’s car tyre plate things. We sanded them and everything the he spray painted them white and tomorrow he will paint them silver so they will look as good as new! After we did that which took us about 4-5 hours we decided to go to the gym again. We booked a closed court and got there at 6.
2 minutes into playing Elliot whacked a squash ball straight into the middle of my forehead. Basterd. He didn’t mean it though obviously haha!
Tonight we ordered Chinese, my treat for being injured. Then we watched a few episodes of House.
At about 10.30 Elliot wanted to go to sleep so he almost did and somehow me managed to get annoyed at each other I start crying and we resolved it by me telling him what needed to change. He felt that I wanted to leave him and go back to chichester because I started my point off with ‘the main reason I’m down occasionally is because I’m lonely, you’re my best friend but you can’t replace the empty space of a girl friend’ all he could say was ‘I want to make you happy here, I don’t want you to leave. Its my job to make you happy’ banter back and forth for a while and it resolved in he is going to try harder to make an effort.
I do love him for trying and admitting that he doesn’t make that much of an effort with our room e.t.c but hopefully things will get even better.
So now I just can’t sleep, I’ve cried twice today, although one was serious pain, but I do feel pathetic for crying so much.